You have to try..

Hey everyone..

ive been in such a horrrible state of mind for many2 days now.

Emo all the time somehow i just cant be happy.

somehow this song helped me A LOT. After days of replying ppl without "hahas" and

"SMILE"-ys, this song is soo peaceful to me thanks to M.M.M

for posting it on FB 

THANK YOU :]

So hmm.. its been fun but something happened and i cried terribly

for the first time in years .

i couldnt believe what happened and i was fine at first,

but i couldnt stand it and i cried on the phone till i fell asleep :\

Trying to make them understand it really is a BIG thing so i had to do it.

but even saying all that to them ,

i hope it makes a difference . im sorry.. i didnt mean it,

i made you cry too , to make a difference

after what you've done.

I PROMISED I'LL MAKE YOU CHANGE ..

memories?? bullshit

all i wanna do is post this pic.

LOOK AT ALL OF US!! HAHAAAAAAAAA!!!

we are such little kids back then but, HEY its 2010 

we have changed. YEAH we have.

hottie hot rachel

Cutie pie sara

Gothic  Jo

sexayh Asila

Da Bomb Mandaaay

suga suga Lisa

and me .

owh, and shazza's in the picture.. somehow - -"

i just found this pic and im posting it for old time's sake. :)

I - AM - UPDATING .

im updating.

 yes, i know.. like finally i am updating my blog.

its not like i have lots of things to say - -"

uhh... i really am lazy at uploading my blog.

okaaay, soo the only thing i can remember right now is Asila's B'day.

HAPPY B'DAY!!!

 

I OWE YOU AN EXPLANATION!!

its not that i FORGOT your BIRTH DATE i forgot the date of the DAY.

i REAAALLY didnt know it was the 25th ALREADYY!!!

oh well.. at least i have a cake for you!!

  

okaay.. so its NOT a REAL cake. but at least i TEND to give it to you?? hehee?

how about a cupcake?

 

not good enough?

I'M SORRY :' (

aaanyways.. look! i found a picture of you on your b'day!!!

aren't you a cuiteee pieeee xD

well.. i reaaalllyy dont know what i should do. i owe you  

THE MOST AWESOME BIRTHDAY GIFT EVAAA!!!!

so lets go birthday shopping soon okaay??

ill try to hang out with u on recess more often??

love ya loads ASHIWAA!!

  teehee..

Buhbye!!

its cats day!!

as you can see in the picture..

IM BORED.

its 5:20 am.

life is as dull as always on a dark cold night.

even though i go out everyday now since PMR has long gone down the dirty drain,

i still am not allowed to go out at night.(i think?)

well, even if i could go out at night im sure i'd need my form 3 friends but..

no one seems to be able to go out at night.

IM DYING DAY by DAY!!!

like this cute fluffly cat up there. i am eager to go out at night. but.. oh well

ANYWAAAAAY...

halloween is in 2 days!

and AAR is in 2 days.. :'(

SLAMJARS are on their duties as a PIG hahah getting ready for their EAT-ALL-YOU-CAN(im sure they will) halloween-kinda-party

BUT

i also wanna go for the AAR concert thingy crap wtv thing

the tickets are BOUGHT for me how could i turn it down??

im clueless!

should i go for both?

i just love cats. hahahah

random boredom whats a phantom? :P

Hey everyone! check out this blog www.shopneworrecycled.blogspot.com

its pretty cheap you knoooow!!

if u want any of it call 0172895233 i'll help. (sophie)

this is not racist this is friendcist (stupid me)

i believe that everyone have things to hide but they should not hide something that BAD but thats to protect something important. serious shit. ************** are like shit broken now.

look. if YOU want to only share things with 2 HERS, stop acting like u guys are close with the group.

this person only shares things with this person

and that person only shares things with that person.

stop it already..

everytime.. there is allllways things some is hiding from some

and the other some is hiding with another some.

okay i might hide things from u guys too but.its for my own good its not for me and my CLOSE FRIEND ONLY to know.

i hide things only to myself NOT to share it with only one or two.

i keep what i wanna keep to myself and if i wanna tell, why tell one or two friends only.

UNLESS its because they might laugh about u or hate that u did that or think were disgusting for doing it.

AND FOR YOU GUYS .. I AM NOT GONNA TALK ABOUT THIS IN SCHOOL.

feel like talking about problems

i am totally BLank up.

quote of the day.....:

"PMR FRIGGIN SUCKS."

i have totally gone tired of PMR its like exam today exam tomorrow exam next week trials trials gosh...is it over yet? NO.

pushing myself to study everytime theres exam... now im tired already. im out of study pills!!!!i am officially going to fail my PMR aaaand.. score A on NOTHING.

life sucks.much.

and its getting boring.

"i dont feel like hanging out with SLAMJARS that often anymore."

although i made that name but i feel like im bored of hanging out with them.

i mean yeah i usually love to but now i feel like i dont blend in.

all of them are getting so matured... so BORING. plus they're all smart people like all they talk is abt weird stuff that only one or two of the slamjars know about.

its like they might as well split into smaller groups.

like they talk about this, and they dont really spread the story to everyone.

"why dont you guys spread the love?"

they dont "hey u guys!blablabla". theyre like: "this this is wekwekwek." wth?

i dont think i could understand that way.

all i do with them... is just sit and do nothing.

i love them u know but.. it feels like i have to make so much effort to try to stay on the loose swing.

one will start talking, but to only the person they want to. then thats all.

i usually sit at the side and being kinda deaf listening to their slow voices im like what?and what? and what? aaand i get blurr aaaand they only talk about wtv they want to. at leeeeast.. try to explain. " were talking about this movie la.its about.."

but noooo... whoever knows what that person talks about its good enough.

i think i like it if it were like when were form one. sara asila and me. i could talk about anything with them.

SPREAD THE LOVE MAAN!! hahaha

in out in ... OUT

p/s notice the change of font? haahah

MJ, LISA and AMANDA

As some ppl know.. my b'day past already aaaaaaand it was on a school day so lisa and i took some pictures when we went to the toilet. aaaaand i wrote a list of stuff i wanted on sara's hand hahahaha owh and at last i've gotten the b'day present that i wanted from sara, amanda and lisa. THANKS!!(i put up the present u bought for me soon sara sorry =P)

From amanda and lisa!!

toodle-oo!!

Tattoo day??

Hey everybody!on this very day, (dont remember the date) 3 Omega had its very own tattoo day. i was making a tattoo for myself (using permanent marker -_-). In the end, everybody wanted one for themselves so there i sarted drawing for the bunch of monkeys screaming at each other:
naufalrobinjackynatmyselfnadhirah

Sophie!! how come shyen has a rainbow?! and i dont have one!! i want a rainbow!!

i want a rainbow too!!

woii naufal dont copy me!
draw for me a rainbow now!!

its only a rainbow. -.- *in my thoughts.."so gaay"

draw me a rainbow now!!SOPHIEE!!
i asked for it first!!

aiyoo wait la wait!

eh sophie i want a spade!!

sabaar..after this

while drawing for these weirdos...

eh not bad arh jacky's i want a apade too. sophie draw me a spade too.

eh now i want an umbrella under my rainbow!!

wait for your turn!! grrr
hey not bad!! soph draw me one too!!

caaaan..

oooooo... GLITTER PENS!!!

sooo many other things they asked for but it took about half an hour or MORE . i dont wanna write the whole script. ahahah




toodles..

4th july

HEY again people! okay so what do i wanna talk about today?? hmmm lets talk about SCHOOL'S Dinner. i dont know what its called. all they call is makan malam. its soo lame la the name but hey the dewan was as nice as a hotel's ballroom. im very impressed when the lighting turned yellow. when they... what do people say, dim the lights? oh whatever la , right?

lisa and me

Mandy on the left Rachel on the right

Rachel

amanda

sara on the left ASila on the right

Sara
Asila

amandasaralisame

at first we had family day in the morning till about 3pm. it was cool but i had this stupid skating competition after that so i had to go home early. what a draag.i saw some ppl at family day. it was kinda fun. I and lisa were the first customer for table talk and we ppplayed a lot so we got some discount or reward as you can call it.hhaha THEN only got makan malam . hahaha







tataa ppl!

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haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah......
At last i can blog!!!!!!!
FIRST OF ALL.. HEY HEY aTUKKS and nENEKS OUT THERE!!
okay so i know you guys are probably wondering whyyyyy i didnt blog for sooooooooooooooooooo longggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, its because my internet is so freaking cacat!!and slow..
Every time i try to sign in, the page went blank. and DO YOU KNOW.. that I WAITED FOR THIS PAGE TO FINISH LOADING FOR 2 FREAKING HOURS!!
Didnt count the amount of time i waited to PUBLISH this post. load so slow!! Now u know why i always wanna post.
And after waiting i dont have the mood to blog anymore.
What can i still think of. Nothing much la.

My b'day past adi. Thought so nothing will happen.
But of course joker wished me a happy birthday first and gave me my b'day present first too.
Apparently none of my friends gave me a b'day present yet. Isnt that funny?? HA....HA..ppl just wished me happy birthday thats all.

only joker and hadzwan at least wanted to have a little chat with me.
THANKS!!

and THANKS also to :
afiqah najihah - black bell
tieraidris
emi ezzati
nur adila
Sara - ama
nur asila - ashiwa
amanda lee - manda
lisa chan - FUYOH LISA
Rachel ng - hui yi
Jo anne - jo
MAndy Chok - mandi
naufal - triple cheeseburger
botak/bullpig -(i forgot ur name HAHAHA)
Azlysha - coconut luuuu!!!! SHA
Amirah
Shazza - ajaja
Ikram
Salihin - Im
Arina darling
farah CHII
Shyen "duck"
nadhirah
RO - atukkkk

whoever's name i didnt write. sorry. i'll fix it if i remember.

Owh and since i didnt celebrate my b'day yet. I'D HAVE TO MAKE A BIRTHDAY PARTY but of course no one would come. Its kinda an open party la so who wants to come tell me and ill put you in the list. its at my own house. I'm confident that my house is just like a 5 star hotel so dont be shy to come!

BIRTHDAY PRESENT DOS AND DONTS
GOOd Presents (affordable):

1. Starbucks tumbler :Tiera (i'd get RM2 if i use it for my drinks)
2. Guitar - Sara and Asila (mine is olddd adiii)
3. Michael Jackson CD - Amanda and Lisa (IMMA LOVE IT FOREVER)
4. BIG BIG teddy bear(its fun to hug it)
5. An art set!(with a big crayon box and sketch book or maybe drawing Pencils NOT NORMAL ONES.it'll be awesome)
6. nice nail stuff like to make it shine and nail polish.
7. that hair colour but temporary
8. airbrush tattoo wtv it is??
9. CANDYYY!!!
10. storybooks (i love reading)
    

BAD presents:

1. Bags
2. shoes
3. clothes
4. pants
5. UNDERWEAR
6. BRA
7. accessories
8. make up

THATS ALL BYEEE!!!

stupidity

haiya i put this in draft stupid. and the other pictures i malas load so. chow.










i know i know dah lama tak post.no need to repeat it!!!!!
sooo today there was HARI KOPERASI. right after samapai rumah i straight away online cause if i DONT then lupa about posting or either malas so at last i actually got to post something away DECADES. hahah

ALL I WANTED TO DO was to TAKE EVERYBODY'S PICTURE!!
and so i did and i got a lot of it. im very satisfies. there were lots of food even SUSHI! hahah
cupcakes, candies mcm2 adaaaaa...

the 3Gamma had GUITAR HERO MANIA THINGY in their class room for RM3. you can play that at home -_-"
buuut.. they managed to get a lot of money i think y the looks of all the audience watching.
ill show u a pic of the audience later on kaay.
it was fun i guess but there's gonna be hari keluarga too so i cant wait! BUT BUT
on that day too i have my skate compeition so i'm kinda deprressed that i have to skip half of the family day.

hope everyone had fun today and on Family Day too!! thats all!

a normal day??????

hahah reminder from farah maan.
VALENTINE'S DAY is coming! *gasp *gasp *cough *Cough

who wants to be my valentine? aaaaaaah. asila. i knew it! kehkehkeh. my right hand girl always have to be there for me riiiite??????(plss)

woah last time ive gotten a big bouquet although its not so big and lots of roses and it was cool.
this year. sure NOTHING.
nvm. as long as i still have my right hand girl (ashiwa), my ama, jo the pau chan, farah chii chi chilli sos. (sorry.was in the mood to say that) , rach rach hui yi, manda, mandaaaay (today is monday.what a coincidence) and lisa CHAN!

if only im not broke after all this stupid birthday gifts im sure u guys would have gifts from me

words hurts so badly?

its blogger time!!! its 3:30 am (FYI the blog time is wrong. i dont blog in the morning!).WHO cares.
so one of my closest friends just would not talk to me no matter how hard i try without bringing up wat really happened.
i hurt his feelings. i think.
i do not know the real reason but i think THE REAL REASON is because of that message.
i didnt really intend to hurt his feelings i just cant answer his question.
and now he would not talk to me. i said hi, i asked about today, yesterday, tonight, whats wrong, you okay , why. everything. bila tanya merajuk ke all he says is . no,apa, ye ke, tada la.
but only 2 things in a day
i mean if he is acting that way its true la.
what did i do. i cant fake it..

dude you're my friend. what more can u ask?

i scream for ice cream!!!!

i told you i love ice cream.
aaand "i eat ice cream when ice cream" pn norhaliza : haha ye ye HAAAAA??? (blurr face)
she didnt understand and she was like WHAT?? her face expression was sooo funny..

as you all CANT see hahaha im eating ice cream.
i told the whole class i like ice cream and now look how many ice cream there is at home.
u might as well say how MUCH ice cream i have at home (attention to all broken english ppl. much makes it something uncountable like bloodcells. i have too much ice cream. got it?)




i love ice cream. thats all BYEE!!!!

pretty pic and ugly pic

today ro did gay stuffs. put make up on a girl or guy... haihzzz..
well...mine cantik la...
his look like shit! (gay guy)
go to www.rohaizad-07.blogspot.com to check it out okay

aaaand he made me say this

Rohaizad says: what so confusing?
idayo says: to go or not to go
idayo says: to die or not to die
idayo says:to live or not to live
idayo says:thou shall not repay
idayo says:for all thy worthiness
idayo says:shall have vanished
idayo says:upon thy father

more stuff happened.
cong was really lame. sorry cong. and do you know my brain would've expload if i continue speaking in that indon slang thingy!!!
thats all for today.. tataa


it was totally random

(all i wanna do was upload that pic)

CRAZOO DAY

everybody was busy talking about sunburst. in one night i managed to get 500 messages from many ppl on my phone. and msn conversations and comments too
crazy day and with this two weirdos it got worst

except for the part where jo sang twinkle twinkle little star was just awkwaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrdddd...




hahah its a long story. its a part of a crazy convo.
i was talking to sara. and i told her what i said to ro.
then i told ro everything i told sara. and thats how it came out.
have fun.
i copied and paste sorry la very hard to read.






idayo says: (11:32:45 PM)
i said
idayo says: (11:32:48 PM)
he curi u
idayo says: (11:32:53 PM)
since u didnt talk to me oso
idayo says: (11:32:56 PM)
then he said
idayo says: (11:32:58 PM)
u wat
idayo says: (11:33:00 PM)
take la
idayo says: (11:48:57 PM)
idayo says: (11:33:19 PM)
kena ada staminaa
Rohaizad says: (11:29:09 PM)
oooo
Rohaizad says: (11:29:13 PM)
no wonder
Rohaizad says: (11:29:14 PM)
today i penat
Rohaizad says: (11:29:18 PM)
my berak tak kuar
Rohaizad says: (11:29:20 PM)
ohhhh
idayo says: (11:29:53 PM)
hahahaahhaa
idayo says: (11:30:09 PM)
eh u curi my ama again is it
idayo says: (11:30:17 PM)
she tak chat with me oso
Rohaizad says:
idayo says: (11:49:10 PM)
dayo says: (11:34:10 PM)
why wat?
!~SaRa~! says: (11:34:39 PM)
*sings "look at my precious book~~*
!~SaRa~! says: (11:34:39 PM)
he said what?
idayo says: (11:35:12 PM)
hahahahahaha
idayo says: (11:35:17 PM)
he said WWWERRRRRT
idayo says: (11:35:23 PM)
negro style*
idayo says: (11:35:30 PM)
u read la the convo
idayo says: (11:35:42 PM)
* take my cats poop balik to sara's head
!~SaRa~! says: (11:35:
idayo says: (11:49:24 PM)
idayo says: (11:35:48 PM)
* tok
!~SaRa~! says: (11:36:04 PM)
gahahahaha
!~SaRa~! says: (11:36:10 PM)
stupid la dis dude
!~SaRa~! says: (11:36:24 PM)
he talking crao
!~SaRa~! says: (11:36:33 PM)
what the`?
idayo says: (11:36:40 PM)
ha?
!~SaRa~! says: (11:37:26 PM)
why suddenly got cat poop all
!~SaRa~! says: (11:37:27 PM)
i baru mandi u knw
!~SaRa~! says: (11:37:27 PM)
HAHA
idayo says: (11:41:46 PM
idayo says: (11:49:40 PM)
idayo says: (11:43:12 PM)
omg
idayo says: (11:43:14 PM)
jgn la
idayo says: (11:43:36 PM)
my last nightmare i got a few years ago was cockroaches everywhere u know
!~SaRa~! says: (11:43:39 PM)
so cute la this lipas~
!~SaRa~! says: (11:43:47 PM)
so big sumore
!~SaRa~! says: (11:44:01 PM)
*takes two more n puts it in her undies drawer
!~SaRa~! says: (11:44:03 PM)
GAHAHAHA
idayo says: (11:44:29 PM)
ee
idayo says: (11:49:55 PM)
idayo says: (11:44:35 PM)
evil*
!~SaRa~! says: (11:44:39 PM)
hoho
!~SaRa~! says: (11:44:42 PM)
have fun^^
idayo says: (11:44:45 PM)
* take kayu balak and hit her on her boobs
!~SaRa~! says: (11:45:22 PM)
*shields her boobs and fires sophie with a pee gun*
!~SaRa~! says: (11:45:25 PM)
GAHAHA
!~SaRa~! says: (11:45:28 PM)
random gila
!~SaRa~! says: (11:49:20 PM)
SOPHIE U TRAITORRR
!~SaRa~! says: (11:
idayo says: (11:50:36 PM)
TRAITOOOOOOOOR
idayo says: (11:50:40 PM)
u!
Rohaizad says: (11:50:46 PM)
me?
idayo says: (11:50:46 PM)
u copied and paste!
idayo says: (11:50:49 PM)
to ama
idayo says: (11:50:50 PM)
!
Rohaizad says: (11:50:52 PM)
HAHAHAHAHHA
Rohaizad says: (11:50:56 PM)
but but but
idayo says: (11:50:59 PM)
no but but!
Rohaizad says: (11:51:00 PM)
i copy yg lainn
idayo says: (11:51:05 PM)
/cry
Rohaizad says: (11:51:07 PM)
I COPY YG LAENNNN
idayo says: (11:51:12 PM)
what did u copy
idayo says: (11:51:17 PM)
eh u finish baca ah?
Rohaizad says: (11:51:18 PM)
yg lain yg lain
Rohaizad says: (11:51:21 PM)
yea
Rohaizad says: (11:51:22 PM)
habis

asshole of the world

at first i thought it was seriously JUST rumors that there are ppl stealing my pictures for their myspace page and tgk2 its true. this girl my friend asked me to add said that its her in the pic when it was me in her myspace page

seriously gila babi asshole freaking shitty fucker bitchy biatch go die i hate you.

cant write very long. add her la if u wanna see. i scold her adi. hope she deletes the pic.
if i see her ill punch u till u bleed.

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=196067765

yesterday. wednesday, 28/1/09

on tat very day i went to pyramid.
so happy this week is like the complex week cause im went to a lot of places.
and im very happy of the places i went and the ppl i met there.

i was bored so i text tiera

me: lets go out
tiera: to where?
me: to pyramid
her: when?
me: today
her: i mmg nak pegi
me: (wth ckp je la awal2)

then text emi

me: jom join pegi pyramid
emi: im with tiera right now
me: (wth kluar tak ajak?) oh cheyh .
(so and so on)

then tiera texted

her: can u fetch fiqa?
me?( if its my bro fetching me i'm dead) ya sure
her: kat 19/5 somethin


then text adila


me: jom join pegi pyra
her: okay. boleh ambik i ngan fiqa?
me: erm kalau u guys pegi skola bole la.
her: ok


THE next thing u know they naik teksi and all of them except for me sneaked out.

aaaand the rest was wahab, farhi, and hsnyh.

nadia the new student cant go and i donno if adila asked dayana or not.
the rest.. (farah, jo wtv)
i didnt invite cause

farah - not always got transport.
jo - good girl always stay at home( but today she ask me if all of us could go out!!!)
sara - buntut besar sgt malas nak kluar
asila - always good girl. mostly balik awal is the prob
amanda - she never sleeps over!so rugi
lisa - last minute sorry tak ajak
rachel - u wont go.
mandy - (hmmph high achievers kumon FISHsticks u!) shes a good girl.

ok

saw no.5 3- 4 times.
saw m.m.m!!!!
he has been really nice these days.
saw a.a's sis and
aliah! u rock!
and a girl called zafira.

emi went with her bf and no.9 to nowhere land
we went and played bowling which i suck at very badly.
FYI i did not loose!
and the ppl who sneaked out had to go back home early.
then i had to stay with emi and his bf and no.9

note to no.9 i hate what you did that day. hate you now.

i finally get all the wii stuff i need!
donno what to write anymore. tats all. gudbeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey..



P.S bie's blog is the most funniest blog. 10 out of 10 agreed. a great anger killer pill.mine sucks

go to : www.bosirnath.blogspot.com